Ever felt like life completely sucks? because that's how i feel atm. ):
Had a dyslexic test today and failed on 7 out of the 9 test parts therefore the person who tested me wrote 'risk' at the bottom of the assessment. I knew I was dyslexic but finding out the extent of my dyslexia has really put me down. I've even been told I could be tested to have a reader in my exams which just made me feel worse. I don't know why =\
I hate all the work i have atm. It's not as much as other people get but it feels like loads to me. I don't really want to do any of it now I've had my assessment. I feel like I'm going to fail it all even though I've done well in my work so far. It's weird how something as simple as an assessment can make me want to give up on college completely. I just feel like I’m useless at everything. Everything except for sex, apparently. I wouldn't mind that so much if it wasn't the only thing ):
I feel so lonely atm as well. Like everyone else has someone their really close to and I have no-one. It feels so weird not being in a relationship, I the past couple of years I had three relationships pretty much one after another and now there's no-one. I feel kind of empty, loveless.

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